Day of mixed feeling
There’s a mixture of sad, sympathy and angry today.
Let’s talk about the sad, pity and angry feelings, 1 by 1.
I called my friend in US (Eric) yesterday, he told me a sad news, that one of our secondary schoolmate died of brain cancer at the age of 26. Her name is Jiwa, a malay friend that studied with us in the same school for 3 yrs only, after that she went to other school. When I posted a blog (title: "My next chapter in life") saying that I’m going to get married, she posted a reply saying that I must invite her to my wedding. But she died this year sometime in April.
During my drive back, while listening to the news on radio, it came a sad news, 20 ppl died on a bus crash at Bkt Gantang. I really sympathise those victims, and it doesn’t help reading the newspaper today that a husband and his pregnant wife died in that crash, the reason they are in that bus is because the husband wanted to accompany his pregnant wife to her hometown to deliver their baby. So, I guess that brings the death toll to 21 ppl to be precise. What is suppose to be a sweet moment turns sour, in fact turns bitter.
Ok, that’s life. Face it. Life is fragile, you can get diceases or involved in an accident anytime. People are selfish, they make decision based on their best benefit. So, people out there, love your life, every moment of it, appreciate your love one for they make you feel wanted, thank your hate one for they show you how to be patient. Whatever it is that happen to you, how worse can it be? You’ll get pass that, and you’ll look back saying that it’s just a small matter. Some people just wish to trade your hardship and life with their no-worries and soon-to-die. Love and peace~~~~
